...*What's it all worth?*...
considering i have been bed ridden since i got home sunday night i have had an extreme amount of alone time... and an awful lot of thinking time... i also got into a sex and the city mood... that show can really make you think about your life and everything in it...
last night i laid in bed unable to sleep because my back is absolutely killing me from laying down for four days... i did alot of thinking about all the things that have been going on in my life... i know now that i have already found the love of my life... and i'm going to do everything to keep him...
i also realized that i feel like i'm moving forward and that everyone else is standing still... falling in love can really mature you as a person and make you grow not only as a person but as whole... i know i have my moments where i still wish to be young and want to goof around... but every adult has those moments... and they love those little goofy moments... but most of the time they are mature sophistacited adults...
growing up has really taught me that... at this point in my life i am already ready to get a real job and get into the whole grown up swing of things...
on a side note this week has been horrible... i've never felt more disgusting and unhealthy in my entire life... i have some sort of summer flu and havent been able to eat anything in 4 days... oh except crackers and bread... i'm dying for some real food but i tried that and it messed me up even worse...
i'm going to get back to laying down and dreaming about pasta and mashed potatoes and steak tips and sandwiches...
<3*Meaghan*<3