...*Take it away*...
i would go into full detail about how fucking goddamn shitty this whole entire week was... but since i dont feel comfortable enough to publish something like that i am going to write that all down in my real life my eyes only journal... but i'll give a brief description in case you are that curious...
last weekend was awful... i fucked up big time... and it royally sucks... the last three days of school were cool... cant believe its already over... had to write a 20 page paper for my comm theory class... but it had different things you could talk about it wasnt just on one subject so it was alright... very easy to write just took up alot of time... went home wednesday night to get my moms car... ended up staying in rockland for the night - all i did was lay in bed in a completely state of just plain upset... decided to go downstairs and have a bowl of cereal... my mom started flipping out on me because i dont pick up after myself and constantly leave a mess (because i'm home everyday right?) it somehow ended up into an arguement with my dad, mom, and i... anyways it ended up very very badly - lets just say my parents arent in that place anymore... i think its pretty obvious to anyone that they havent been in that place for quite some time now and i dont blame them... well i blame my mom for it actually because my dad is an incredibly guy... and shes a fucking mental person...
today moved out of school... jess helped me move the heavy stuff - because my family decided to not help... we ended up having to get a dolly(is that how you spell it?)... and then it took me like 3 hours to finish up the rest while jess went to work... i didnt end up leaving until about 515ish maybe 520 but i didnt rot in trafficlike i expected to which was good... got home and unpacked... then i started to clean my room - after a while of cleaning and unpacking i got highly bored/upset and ended up meeting cassie in hanover to see 'the house of wax' suprisingly enough it was actually really good... and watching paris hilton die is awesome...
but as i said before my real life for my eyes only journal needs some entries too...