...*It's a lie a kiss with open eyes*...

[megz_aws_fan21]

i didn't plan on writing in this journal today but after reading a friends i decided that not only did i have nothing better to do but why not write down a few thoughts about anything and everything that comes to mind... - its actually more so a series of questions... and the question i ask is have you ever found a person you can't get enough of? that you just need to have with you all the time, or that you simply want them around all the time? a person who makes you smile constantly, who you can never stop thinking about, a person you've known for a year and yet somehow you still feel your heart melt and get butterflies everytime you see them? a person who compliments you even when you're at your worst... when they hold you do you never want to let them go? do you wish they would hold onto you forever? could you actually see yourself with the person until the day you die? do you think love is really forever? -being a person who doesnt believe in divorce i would say love is forever... maybe not for everyone though... love could be forever for me or you or some couple you see in a restaraunt... but love simply isn't for everyone... since i am only 20 years and have found love i would say that i am incredibly lucky... love just makes you constantly happy, like you're walking on clouds... however certain loves dont always last... my parents for example... i havent seen them happy together sober in a very long time... and who knows maybe they do still love eachother maybe the drinking is just something they do to forget about other issues going on with the family... like mike switching jobs alot or trying to pay for my schooling, or that nana's back in the hospital, or that the roof to the cottage blew off... all i know is how they ended up is not how i want to end up... i know i have found love and i am holding onto it as long as i can because i never want to let it go - the person means way too much to me for me to just let him go... i often feel that its too good too be true... only because i never thought it would happen for me... but i cant express how happy i am that it did :) iloveyoufrank <3*Meaghan*<3