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I think it's about time for an update.
(goodbye, brian) ;)
Yes, Yes it has happend. We broke up. I can't sit here and say I wasn't hurt, because I was, but i'm tellin ya i am better off single. Maybe? I happen to realize that I was more comfortable knowin that I loved Jordan, rather than trying something new, but it kinda hurts knowing that I don't feel a thing for something i worked so hard to get. Ahh well, Guys suck. With exceptions. =)
This weekend, mm.. sucked mucho.
Friday. I went to the Coeburn/Clintwood game. We won. YAY! I was happy about that, but then my happiness turned into sadness, when that jackass wouldn't even look at me! :) YAY! GO ME! I'm such a loser. God-0-mighty. Shuu.
Saturday. Hannah and I went to Brian's race. I thought I would go to show him that I really do care, but ended up getting pissed off because he looked at me like I was some demon. It hurt. I told him Goodluck, and got the rudest "Thank you" I've ever heard. So I just walked off. Atleast I know who the better person is. I'm trying, but i find myself slowing realizing he was nothing really. If he can't see how hard i'm trying to be there for him than Screw that. I can find someone better. Or wait, damn.. he'd think I was trying to make him "Jealous." God, how gay. Where in the world did that come from?
You guys don't understand how many times I've heard this "Girl, you're so much better than that." Omg. Please try to atleast find different words to use. For the love of God. :)
I miss Whit, and Britt to the extreame. I feel so confident when I talk to them.
And I miss my Angel of Heaven, Gabby. I love you, sister fairy. You mean everything to me. And make sure tonight, when you sleep and dream of a place of peace, you tuck your wings in my angel. =) lol.
Ahh so I updated, you people can quit harassing me about it now!
WHOO!
I love you, Jer!
.Meg.
Btw, If Jeremy gets that church van out here for Freedom of Worship church, anyone wanna go with me!
Aw.. I love you guys..
And Justin, I need to be more like you, and update every .775 secs. You crack me up, man. I luv ya.
(goodbye, brian) ;)
Yes, Yes it has happend. We broke up. I can't sit here and say I wasn't hurt, because I was, but i'm tellin ya i am better off single. Maybe? I happen to realize that I was more comfortable knowin that I loved Jordan, rather than trying something new, but it kinda hurts knowing that I don't feel a thing for something i worked so hard to get. Ahh well, Guys suck. With exceptions. =)
This weekend, mm.. sucked mucho.
Friday. I went to the Coeburn/Clintwood game. We won. YAY! I was happy about that, but then my happiness turned into sadness, when that jackass wouldn't even look at me! :) YAY! GO ME! I'm such a loser. God-0-mighty. Shuu.
Saturday. Hannah and I went to Brian's race. I thought I would go to show him that I really do care, but ended up getting pissed off because he looked at me like I was some demon. It hurt. I told him Goodluck, and got the rudest "Thank you" I've ever heard. So I just walked off. Atleast I know who the better person is. I'm trying, but i find myself slowing realizing he was nothing really. If he can't see how hard i'm trying to be there for him than Screw that. I can find someone better. Or wait, damn.. he'd think I was trying to make him "Jealous." God, how gay. Where in the world did that come from?
You guys don't understand how many times I've heard this "Girl, you're so much better than that." Omg. Please try to atleast find different words to use. For the love of God. :)
I miss Whit, and Britt to the extreame. I feel so confident when I talk to them.
And I miss my Angel of Heaven, Gabby. I love you, sister fairy. You mean everything to me. And make sure tonight, when you sleep and dream of a place of peace, you tuck your wings in my angel. =) lol.
Ahh so I updated, you people can quit harassing me about it now!
WHOO!
I love you, Jer!
.Meg.
Btw, If Jeremy gets that church van out here for Freedom of Worship church, anyone wanna go with me!
Aw.. I love you guys..
And Justin, I need to be more like you, and update every .775 secs. You crack me up, man. I luv ya.