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school Starts Tuesday
its gonna be weird
I'm going back to the bottom
I'm going from second year (should be third)
into first
it sucks I already did my first yeasr when I was 18
now I'll be 21 and back in class with 17 and 18 year olds
not that thats a problem
cause most of my friends are that age
but seriously its gonna be soo weird
plus I'm really gonna miss my roommates from St. Catharines
well Shanda for sure
and yea as much as she aggravated me Erica too
I mean we lived together both years
and shanda and I had sexy homework parties
we helped each other focus...
whos gonna do that for me this year
I'm gonna miss all the random crap me and Shanda did
fuck
maybe this wasn't the best thing
was it?
I mean I know I wasn't completely happy in St. Catharines
but I did have fun
we did all kinds of random crap
and it got me away from Fenelon and Sobeys
and my family
I mean I love them but they drive me nuts sometimes
and will this really be any better
and I gonna have more friends starting over than I did back in St. Catharines?
the big part is I will have Matt
but is that enough...
I love him so much don't get me wrong...
...but hes not going to school
so will he get it?
dammit why do I question everything all the time
I really need to stop that it makes me freak out a little
and by a little I mean a lot
but seriously was this move really hte best one
I feel like I'm going backwards
and wasting time...
...but is it a waste
I guess we'll see if it makes me happier it was worth it
but what if it wasn't....
what am I gonne do then?
thats it for me I'm so confused right now
I need to go think
and maybe do some laundry
later days
its gonna be weird
I'm going back to the bottom
I'm going from second year (should be third)
into first
it sucks I already did my first yeasr when I was 18
now I'll be 21 and back in class with 17 and 18 year olds
not that thats a problem
cause most of my friends are that age
but seriously its gonna be soo weird
plus I'm really gonna miss my roommates from St. Catharines
well Shanda for sure
and yea as much as she aggravated me Erica too
I mean we lived together both years
and shanda and I had sexy homework parties
we helped each other focus...
whos gonna do that for me this year
I'm gonna miss all the random crap me and Shanda did
fuck
maybe this wasn't the best thing
was it?
I mean I know I wasn't completely happy in St. Catharines
but I did have fun
we did all kinds of random crap
and it got me away from Fenelon and Sobeys
and my family
I mean I love them but they drive me nuts sometimes
and will this really be any better
and I gonna have more friends starting over than I did back in St. Catharines?
the big part is I will have Matt
but is that enough...
I love him so much don't get me wrong...
...but hes not going to school
so will he get it?
dammit why do I question everything all the time
I really need to stop that it makes me freak out a little
and by a little I mean a lot
but seriously was this move really hte best one
I feel like I'm going backwards
and wasting time...
...but is it a waste
I guess we'll see if it makes me happier it was worth it
but what if it wasn't....
what am I gonne do then?
thats it for me I'm so confused right now
I need to go think
and maybe do some laundry
later days