iowa state and ashley
oh my god..i hate iowa state. they are down 17 in the second half at Kansas..come back amazingly, go up by 5 with like a minute to go, then BLOW IT and go into OT, where Kansas of course made free throws and went on to win. by 1 point. 1 point. unbelievable. uggh, frustrating. and i hate kansas too. oh well.
on a lighter note, but not really, i really miss ashley. and not just because she's at a jazz band thing today and we haven't talked much, it's because i want to be around her, physically, so much and it's really frustrating that that isn't a possibility now and for a while. i complain about it so much every day, and sometimes i'm just like..why, ayron. it's pointless. stop it. but like everyone says, it's not healthy to keep your emotions bottled up, so i won't, as annoying or repetitive as they may be to others :) yeah..tonight will be sort of boring, after the iowa state disappointment i'm going to go eat dinner and probably come back and watch a movie by myself, and meanwhile i'll be trying to convince myself that i DON'T want pizza when Joel comes back later, but he's getting Pizza Hut, and you all know how hard that is to resist. mmm, breadsticks. maybe i'll listen to some Clay and read later too. sounds good. by the way ash, can i steal your Betty picture for mine, too? how do i make it my icon once i have it? adios for now.
on a lighter note, but not really, i really miss ashley. and not just because she's at a jazz band thing today and we haven't talked much, it's because i want to be around her, physically, so much and it's really frustrating that that isn't a possibility now and for a while. i complain about it so much every day, and sometimes i'm just like..why, ayron. it's pointless. stop it. but like everyone says, it's not healthy to keep your emotions bottled up, so i won't, as annoying or repetitive as they may be to others :) yeah..tonight will be sort of boring, after the iowa state disappointment i'm going to go eat dinner and probably come back and watch a movie by myself, and meanwhile i'll be trying to convince myself that i DON'T want pizza when Joel comes back later, but he's getting Pizza Hut, and you all know how hard that is to resist. mmm, breadsticks. maybe i'll listen to some Clay and read later too. sounds good. by the way ash, can i steal your Betty picture for mine, too? how do i make it my icon once i have it? adios for now.