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emotions are a powerful thing. jealousy. bitterness. envy. sadness. I thought i had abolished those emotions. love. lust. what is is. I can not igore it when i see you there with them. who is that. why do i need to know. why do i care. they may be just friends. yet my heart aches and it sucks. How could my eyes decieve me making my heart feel emotions that i've longed not to hold. stiring up emotions. love. longing. emotions i've prayed to be erased. yet one glance into their direction and my body is flooded with this virus. i thought this was over. who pressed the rewind button. i'm tired of this tape. it should be worn out by now. emotions. track one. repeat.