Leaving on a jet plane...
...i do know when i'll be back again
So i'm heading to Toronto on the 6th of may then coming back the 2nd of June. I'm going to stay with my sis who is graduating from national ballet school in june...i can't be there for her grad when the folks are going down so i'll just go early and hang out for month. Yep must be nice i hear some of you say...and let me tell ya it is and it will be!!!
So hmmm Latley i feel that i'm coasting on previous exuberating expierences and lessons and thougths that have formed from my Christian "walk"...i hate coasting. I dont think that God is a big one for coasting either...I've been praying ...but with fancy words with no feeling....i haven't been reading the Bible...mere words on a page right? WRONG. I've been talking about God but not conversing with him. i havne't been listening. Yep its time for this so called child of God to act like a child and turn with open arms in need to be taken off the filth of the ground. A child learning to walk; the longer there tiny feet get the feeling of runnning away on solid ground the easier it becomes to run further from the parent. It's becoming easier for me to run from God. THe child thinks they've mastered the art of running in the oppostie direction soon finds out that there are obstacles in the way and trips over a grain of sand. I feel like that child running...almost longing for something to trip me up so i have a reason to turn with open arms reaching for the Father. I dotn need an excuse... I'm his child...I can reach for him at all times...unlike my arms his do not close.
So i'm heading to Toronto on the 6th of may then coming back the 2nd of June. I'm going to stay with my sis who is graduating from national ballet school in june...i can't be there for her grad when the folks are going down so i'll just go early and hang out for month. Yep must be nice i hear some of you say...and let me tell ya it is and it will be!!!
So hmmm Latley i feel that i'm coasting on previous exuberating expierences and lessons and thougths that have formed from my Christian "walk"...i hate coasting. I dont think that God is a big one for coasting either...I've been praying ...but with fancy words with no feeling....i haven't been reading the Bible...mere words on a page right? WRONG. I've been talking about God but not conversing with him. i havne't been listening. Yep its time for this so called child of God to act like a child and turn with open arms in need to be taken off the filth of the ground. A child learning to walk; the longer there tiny feet get the feeling of runnning away on solid ground the easier it becomes to run further from the parent. It's becoming easier for me to run from God. THe child thinks they've mastered the art of running in the oppostie direction soon finds out that there are obstacles in the way and trips over a grain of sand. I feel like that child running...almost longing for something to trip me up so i have a reason to turn with open arms reaching for the Father. I dotn need an excuse... I'm his child...I can reach for him at all times...unlike my arms his do not close.