The times they are a changin'....
So I feel like I finally have ME back. This past month has been somewhat of an emotional roller coaster for me for many reasons that I won't get into now cause that'll be all depressing. But with the realizations I came upon this weekend and the really good 2 days I've just had, I just feel like I'm back to me. I don't regret anything of the past few weeks - I've gained some incredible learning experiences and am now wiser to the ways of the world & people. Of course there are things about me I'd like to 'tweak' over the next little while, but that'll come in time. The part about myself that I like the most right now is that even though things have been crap for a while & said crap involved a few people, I know I am responsible for my feelings - I'm not looking for anyone to blame and I harbor anger towards no one. People can only hurt me & bring me down if I let them. For now, I am finally happy!!
I think I've gotten school back on track for the most part. Still have some making up to do for the shitty start I got off too, but nothing I can't handle. I dropped another class, just a GEC, so nothing major. I'd rather focus on my business classes & do well in them than be a little further ahead with a crap GPA. I've never taken only 3 classes before - kinda excited!!!
I'm burning CDs like crazy!! I bought 100 blank ones so I could finally make CDs of all the music I have on my computer. Now I have fun stuff to listen to in my car to & from Sandusky. And I bought a new DVD player since my old one is a piece and tells me there's no disk in there when I know good & well there is. I was really pissed off when I bought 10 new DVDs & Law & Order: SVU Season 2 and couldn't watch any of them, so problem solved. I bought Backdraft & it's soundtrack off Amazon.com & that package came yesterday - super excited!! One of my all time favorite movies & the soundtrack is phenomenal!! Also got the My Chemical Romance CD - very good.
Hmmm...Gavin Rosdale is on my tv right now....God he's hot
On kind of a not so good note, I seem to have picked up smoking (please don't hate me!!! If you had been with me this weekend, you would've insisted I have a pack or two - seriously - it was bad). I know it's bad for me & I've always given people a lot of shit for doing it, so I guess I'm just a hypocrite. But I'm so less edgy & bitchy now!! Like, I was driving through Columbus around 5:00pm (rush hour) today and I wasn't cussing or riding people's asses or anything!! And that's amazing!
I'm thinking that having chest pains for 2 weeks isn't normal, so I have to go see the doctor tomorrow. Funny I mention this after the previous paragraph, but the two are unrelated!! Blah...I don't wanna get poked at, damn it.
Dave Chapelle is gonna be here for a FREE show on Sunday - how much does it suck I have to work at CP and can't go!!???!! 2 more weekends....only 2 more weekends
oh yes....Target is bad for Meghann...very, very bad
and that is all for now --- night, bitches!!!
I think I've gotten school back on track for the most part. Still have some making up to do for the shitty start I got off too, but nothing I can't handle. I dropped another class, just a GEC, so nothing major. I'd rather focus on my business classes & do well in them than be a little further ahead with a crap GPA. I've never taken only 3 classes before - kinda excited!!!
I'm burning CDs like crazy!! I bought 100 blank ones so I could finally make CDs of all the music I have on my computer. Now I have fun stuff to listen to in my car to & from Sandusky. And I bought a new DVD player since my old one is a piece and tells me there's no disk in there when I know good & well there is. I was really pissed off when I bought 10 new DVDs & Law & Order: SVU Season 2 and couldn't watch any of them, so problem solved. I bought Backdraft & it's soundtrack off Amazon.com & that package came yesterday - super excited!! One of my all time favorite movies & the soundtrack is phenomenal!! Also got the My Chemical Romance CD - very good.
Hmmm...Gavin Rosdale is on my tv right now....God he's hot
On kind of a not so good note, I seem to have picked up smoking (please don't hate me!!! If you had been with me this weekend, you would've insisted I have a pack or two - seriously - it was bad). I know it's bad for me & I've always given people a lot of shit for doing it, so I guess I'm just a hypocrite. But I'm so less edgy & bitchy now!! Like, I was driving through Columbus around 5:00pm (rush hour) today and I wasn't cussing or riding people's asses or anything!! And that's amazing!
I'm thinking that having chest pains for 2 weeks isn't normal, so I have to go see the doctor tomorrow. Funny I mention this after the previous paragraph, but the two are unrelated!! Blah...I don't wanna get poked at, damn it.
Dave Chapelle is gonna be here for a FREE show on Sunday - how much does it suck I have to work at CP and can't go!!???!! 2 more weekends....only 2 more weekends
oh yes....Target is bad for Meghann...very, very bad
and that is all for now --- night, bitches!!!