I suck at LJ
So, I haven't updated in forver. Let's play catch up:
Got hired to teach 4th grade in April at the most awesome school ever, and then got rehired to teach 5th grade and guitar......AWESOME.
April- Break up with Brett
May-start dating PE Coach who turned out to be an asshole as well.
June-July: Shittiest Summer Job Ever that ate my soul
August: Dropped PE Coach, school starts
September: Lots of dates
October: Lots of dates, but all seem to end up being assholes
November: So far, things have been ok. I am in a little bit of a rut in my personal and professional life. Just feeling a little bit sad lately, and can't quite figure out why. I want to be happy again, but I am tired of pretending that I am. I am not myself right now. And everytime I think I am coming out of it, something bad happens and I just get sad all over again.
The thing is, when I am out with people and having fun, the feeling stops. It's only when I get home to my empty house, that it really hits me. I think I am feeling a little better. I finally cleaned my whole house, and I think that made me feel a little better. Like a clean slate.
Next weekend I am going to Savannah to see Courtney, so I am excited about that.
Got hired to teach 4th grade in April at the most awesome school ever, and then got rehired to teach 5th grade and guitar......AWESOME.
April- Break up with Brett
May-start dating PE Coach who turned out to be an asshole as well.
June-July: Shittiest Summer Job Ever that ate my soul
August: Dropped PE Coach, school starts
September: Lots of dates
October: Lots of dates, but all seem to end up being assholes
November: So far, things have been ok. I am in a little bit of a rut in my personal and professional life. Just feeling a little bit sad lately, and can't quite figure out why. I want to be happy again, but I am tired of pretending that I am. I am not myself right now. And everytime I think I am coming out of it, something bad happens and I just get sad all over again.
The thing is, when I am out with people and having fun, the feeling stops. It's only when I get home to my empty house, that it really hits me. I think I am feeling a little better. I finally cleaned my whole house, and I think that made me feel a little better. Like a clean slate.
Next weekend I am going to Savannah to see Courtney, so I am excited about that.