Slowly but surely
I am going to figure out how to do this again.
I will let go of what happened and gradually face it in the only way that can ever matter to me.
Starting soon.
Other people are inspiring and I'm wasting away. I can't have it anymore. I can't have any of it anymore. When I step back and look at everything now - my god, I don't know where to begin. Explaining my reasoning and motivation will be the most difficult.
I think I will open up a couple that were never finished. Maybe. I don't know.
Another time. Right now I have much too much to stop ignoring, as usual.
11/27:
No, I'm not. I still get sick just thinking about it. Oh well.
Random declarative stances are still endearding, few and far between as they are.