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last friday the ringling bros. and barnum & baliey circus came into tampa and i as a little girl had never gone to the circus (ok i was taken by a family friend but i was too young to remember so that doesn't count).so on saturday i asked my mom if she wanted to go and she didn't sound too excited but i told her i wanted to go,so we went.me and my mom had a blast!!!!!we got there early to buy tickets and we got amazing seats.all the animal acts were great and i loved the clowns.i've decided that if zoo keeping doesn't work out for me that i was going to join the circus and become a clown.
today i had my phone interview with west palm beach zoo and feel it went good.the guy doing the interview was really nice and that made the interview go well.they said they would call me in a day or two for the second interview which is basically me going and seeing the zoo and meeting the staff.so now all i'm doing is waiting to hear from them and also waiting to see if central fl zoo is going to call me for an interview.i just hate the thought having to move again,it sucks.
so the last time i talked to jeremy was jan 1st.i told him that "i still had feelings towards you(we're already broken up but said we would be friends) and by coming to gville for new years and seeing how you've been acting towards me for a week now i've realized that you are done with me.and by you telling me to sleep over at your place on new years eve and for me to actually do that would be giving me the wrong singles that you are not willing to give me that i want.and at this point if i had come over then left than i would have gotten my heart broken again and i do not want that." you want to know what he was doing this whole time i was saying this? he couldn't look at me for more then 5 secs,was shaking his head and saying yes,and then after i was done he said "i just thought you need a place to stay b/c tammys was crowded." at that point i was so over with dealing with him so i left. as i was leaving he finally gave me my bday card, gave me a hug, and told me to keep in touch so he knows were i'm working.well i haven't called him and he hasn't called me.but believe me i think about him everyday and just want to pick up that phone and call him,but i haven't.i'm having a hard time getting over him,but i wounder if he still thinks about me?i'm just sad with the whole situation and wish it didn't have to happen like this.
today i had my phone interview with west palm beach zoo and feel it went good.the guy doing the interview was really nice and that made the interview go well.they said they would call me in a day or two for the second interview which is basically me going and seeing the zoo and meeting the staff.so now all i'm doing is waiting to hear from them and also waiting to see if central fl zoo is going to call me for an interview.i just hate the thought having to move again,it sucks.
so the last time i talked to jeremy was jan 1st.i told him that "i still had feelings towards you(we're already broken up but said we would be friends) and by coming to gville for new years and seeing how you've been acting towards me for a week now i've realized that you are done with me.and by you telling me to sleep over at your place on new years eve and for me to actually do that would be giving me the wrong singles that you are not willing to give me that i want.and at this point if i had come over then left than i would have gotten my heart broken again and i do not want that." you want to know what he was doing this whole time i was saying this? he couldn't look at me for more then 5 secs,was shaking his head and saying yes,and then after i was done he said "i just thought you need a place to stay b/c tammys was crowded." at that point i was so over with dealing with him so i left. as i was leaving he finally gave me my bday card, gave me a hug, and told me to keep in touch so he knows were i'm working.well i haven't called him and he hasn't called me.but believe me i think about him everyday and just want to pick up that phone and call him,but i haven't.i'm having a hard time getting over him,but i wounder if he still thinks about me?i'm just sad with the whole situation and wish it didn't have to happen like this.