Look Up
I lied. I'm not really happy with my life right now. I'm really happy one minute, and then I'll have a total moodswing and either be sad or angry. I was getting ready for work today, I was actually in a good mood, doing my makeup and blasting some tunes, and my mum bursts into my room yelling at me to clean. I look at her, dumbstruck, as she hadnt mentioned to me to clean anything, and then tell her that I have to go to work. She looks at me, as if I've just said something blasphemous, and slams my bedroom door. What the fuck? She makes no sense. I'm just really tired of myself. I have next to no self confidence, and I'm really hard on myself, all the time. Whenever I see people whispering, I'll assume it's about me, even though I dont know them. I need to better my situation. I'm tired of just being "Megan". And Im tired of crying to myself, like I just did.