I have succumbed to this passive obsession.
I honestly have never felt this exhausted, stressed, tired, and excited all at the same time. I am completely worn out, and need at least one week of doing nothing just to recouperate. I'm right in the middle of midterms, I've got a competition tomorrow, and I have Oireachtas (World and North American Qualifiers) in less than a month. I'm freaking right the fuck out! I'm excited for Oireachtas, but other than that I'm just trying to get through all of this in one piece (which is being really hard)! My body is breaking down, and I'm finding myself more worn down and am constantly hurting myself at dance (not to mention all of the things I walk into when Im at work, school, home etc.). And now this week I need to renew the insurance on my car (before my aircare runs out) and I need to fork out the rest of my solo dress money. As it looks right now, I'm going to be about $400 short, so Dad said he'd lend me the money, and hopefully now that Christmas is coming up it wont be that hard to pay him back. Speaking of Christmas, I've got to get on everyone and see what they want, because I'm hoping to do most of my shopping in Edmonton (no PST!) at West Ed, and that's in less than a month. So yeah, I've just got a little (haha!) on my mind right now. Hence why no one sees me anymore because I do not have the energy, money, or time to go out right now. Call me in January and we'll talk! haha. It sounds ridic but it's pretty much true. :(