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i have the biggest headache right now... so yeah lately my life has just been a daze its like im hear and i know im hear it just feels like im not hear and everything is just happening i dunno i cant really explain it. still with victor and sunday is 4 months. cant believe i put up with this kid for almost 4 whole months. me and jess are on speaking terms but i dont consider her a friend im just being civil. i fucking hate all the drama she brings. the past couple of weeks have been very peaceful without her and no one has gotten into an arguement cause she hasnt been around. she almost never goes to school anymore and she is ALWAYS with Josh. the prom is on friday but im not going because vic wouldnt go with me and i dont have the money for it. but i get to get out of school early cause of it so im gonna go to vics house at like 10:30 in the morning and wake his ass up. i just dont know what im doing with my life anymore i dont know if im with the right guy or if i should stay with him but i hate being alone so i cant figure out what to do and i dont know if im choosing the right friends or who really is a friend. been talking to joan a lot lately which is cool cause she is a good friend.
alright im out....lata
<3 1/15/03 <3 I LOVE VIC!!!
~meg
alright im out....lata
<3 1/15/03 <3 I LOVE VIC!!!
~meg