YAY!!!!
TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! im so excited im gonna be 17 woot woot! except its suppose to fucking snow mad gay. so yeah im having a party on friday wicked excited i cant even wait. Me and victor are doing ok. We got into a huge arguement and i pretty much realized that i suck and im not a good girlfriend but hey what am i gonna do. pretty much cried that whole day cause when i have a boyfriend and he pisses me off i have a tendency to beat the crap out of him which is one of the reasons why charley broke up with so i got wicked scared cause victor said he isnt gonna take it anymore but i told him he has to learn how to be nicer to me and not to treat me like shit all the time. Im having cake tonight at home for my birthday cause my mom isnt gonna be home tomorrow. I went shopping on saturday and bought a ton of shirts. I have come to the fact that im just a bad person and i dont understand why anyone would ever want to put up with me but for some reason victor does. I have been thinking alot lately and i realized that i need to change. I cant wait for my party cause im gonna get so fucked up and i really need it right now. i really wish the nice weather would come so i can start wearing my skirts.....i dunno im in one of my thinking moods again so ill update again next week unless i think of something else to write about.
later
~meghann
<3 1/15/05 <3
later
~meghann
<3 1/15/05 <3