eh....
i havent really been doing anything all that interesting lately just the usual. Me and Joan have been hanging out alot again but thats just cause bryan is no longer in the picture, but thats ok i missed hanging out with her we always have so much fun together. On saturday we threw a little party for jessicas birthday, we all went bowling but we got lost on the way so that was kinda interesting, then we all went back to joans and jess left cause she had to babysit. At joans house we all made ice cream sundaes and brownies then watched a movie and played some poker. I had a good time but i was in a kinda depressed mood that night. Still talking to my buddy kyle alot we become better friends everyday he is always there to help me. Me and vic are doing OK but we wont get into that right now all i have to say about that is he needs to learn how to treat me better cause i dunno how much more of his shit i can take. HE WONT EVEN TAKE ME TO MY JUNIOR OR MY SENIOR PROM SO NOW IM NOT GOING TO EITHER ONE. He cant do one fucking thing for me. OH well i am throwing a party for my birthday so far it looks like it is gonna happen but i just gotta make sure my parents say its ok for me to "sleep over joans." the party is gonna be on March 25th. ill let you all know more about it when i figure things out.
....i just keep thinking of what i should do but i cant figure things out right now i mean i love him so much but i dunno if i can do this anymore.
love all of you who are there for me when i need you
*1/15/05*
~meghann
....i just keep thinking of what i should do but i cant figure things out right now i mean i love him so much but i dunno if i can do this anymore.
love all of you who are there for me when i need you
*1/15/05*
~meghann