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So....I really love my job. I really love my apartment. I really love being able to see my family, and not have to live with them. I really love seeing my dog when I visit my family. I really love my family.
I do not love not having any friends here. I do not love being soooo lonely and bored everyday after work. I do not love how it costs $30 to fill up the 11 gallon tank in my car (just thought I'd throw that one in for kicks) I do not love how everyday after work it's the same thing: watch tv, run, watch tv, talk online, bed. I miss my friends soooo much.
I have so much to be appreciative for...and yet I am not fully because I let all this sadness bring me down.
I also know that I am not a high roller in the friend/relationship department right now. However, I don't want to settle with the relationships in my life just because I am so bored and LONELY.
Which is what I think I may be doing.
How can YOU help? Flippin write livejournal entries to take away some of the sting from my boredom. It makes me feel I am doing something somewhat productive...even though I am not. And it helps me stay in touch with you all.
I do not love not having any friends here. I do not love being soooo lonely and bored everyday after work. I do not love how it costs $30 to fill up the 11 gallon tank in my car (just thought I'd throw that one in for kicks) I do not love how everyday after work it's the same thing: watch tv, run, watch tv, talk online, bed. I miss my friends soooo much.
I have so much to be appreciative for...and yet I am not fully because I let all this sadness bring me down.
I also know that I am not a high roller in the friend/relationship department right now. However, I don't want to settle with the relationships in my life just because I am so bored and LONELY.
Which is what I think I may be doing.
How can YOU help? Flippin write livejournal entries to take away some of the sting from my boredom. It makes me feel I am doing something somewhat productive...even though I am not. And it helps me stay in touch with you all.