no one ever said it would be this hard....oh take me back to the start
This city is strange.
I hate this long distance. I feel frustrated and angry and sad and lonely and suffocated and disappointed and broken.
I didnt think it would be like this. i didnt think it would be this hard. But it is and i guess this is what i have to deal with. I just hate it. every single second of it. maybe when i get a hug it will seem better.. i just want to see him. This is brutal.
Windsor = weird people. people never change here.. they have been the same for the last like 6 years. i wonder if there is something in the water. i often laugh at them and think.. do they know that there is more to life than this city? that they can move on and change and evolve? i dont think any of them have ever entertained the idea.
Friends here are mostly splendid..and that is a comfort to know that friendships are constant and true.
I will be 20 in 8 days.
Scary thought.
I hate this long distance. I feel frustrated and angry and sad and lonely and suffocated and disappointed and broken.
I didnt think it would be like this. i didnt think it would be this hard. But it is and i guess this is what i have to deal with. I just hate it. every single second of it. maybe when i get a hug it will seem better.. i just want to see him. This is brutal.
Windsor = weird people. people never change here.. they have been the same for the last like 6 years. i wonder if there is something in the water. i often laugh at them and think.. do they know that there is more to life than this city? that they can move on and change and evolve? i dont think any of them have ever entertained the idea.
Friends here are mostly splendid..and that is a comfort to know that friendships are constant and true.
I will be 20 in 8 days.
Scary thought.