love-hate

[megsmomo]

i hate exams.
i hate that it is soo nice outside and i am stuck studying.
i hate how my marks are soo much lower than before.
i hate how my grandparents are soooo annoying about what im going to do for the rest of my life.
i hate my damn kidney infection.
i hate how im leaving on tuesday.
i hate the long distance relationship that i am embarking on.
i hate how i cant studyyyyyyy.

i love chris. everything with him, about him is perfect x 10 right now.
i love spring.
i love summer clothes
i love how im gonna be home with my family and friends in a weeeeek.
i love how claire is coming down for my birthday.
i love how my birthday is in less than a month.
i love how i am done exams in 2 days.

7 loves and 7 hates.
i think the loves outweigh the hates.
ill be happy when exams are over.
spring is here and ill i wanna do is be outside. im scared though. im scared of this summer and what it will bring. can i handle long distance with chris? what if things change? will windsor be weird or will everything feel natural and normal like it used to there?

study. meaghan studyyyyyyyyyyyyy.