what to do what to do.

Mar 14, 2005 10:02

I am like the laziest person and i never want to update. mostly because i dont even know how i feel or think at most points, so how can i even try to write it down to make any sense. maybe that is the point of these things. no censorship, just write what you feel.

what if you dont know how you feel?

I am so confused right now and everything is like a huge rollercoaster. i feel like im bipolar. One minute i am soo happy with Chris, then i just get mad the next. Right now everything in my head regarding us and our relationship is all up in the air bc i am so confused.

last night he ran to my house at 11pm. it took him 1.5 hours. it was a cute gesture/jesture(spelllling???). but at the same time i was like wowowowowow you are intense. he showed up at like 1215.. i was dead asleep and i didnt even know what to say to him.

I dont know if i want him to come for easter.

I dont even know if i like being with him or if i just like being with someone.

Help me.

PS-1600 word essay due wednesday, my word count 302. thats aweeeeeeeesome.

Claire is leaving me for nyc. booooo.

Soph audition on friday, could i be an more nervous?

Help me

megs
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