Dec 28, 2005 16:49
Well, here I am At my computer, typing this journal with nothing to say. I could write quite a bit of stuff. I guess i'll just start with Friday. Hm....Friday..I was bored all day because there was no school. So I basically..did nothing. THen i went to youthgroup and Ale came. I know something happened but I don't remember. Oh actually nothing really happened. I just told Ben how much I hate him and then got yelled rebuked for evil eyeing him. That NEVER happens. That was a lie sorry. ahaha.
Um...Saturday I worked a little and then went home and did presents with the family. Lot's of fun there. sunday was CHRISTmas and I went to church. I got a phone card. That was interesting. Now that I think about it I laugh. um...We went to Lockport and played Disneys SCENE IT! un game. Then came home on Monday and hung out...same with yesterday. And today. Which is wednesday. ANd i'm bored. Today I helped clean the basement. Nothing really happens. We basically unpacked the backroom swept it up then repacked it. I went for a walkt o the lake and I think I caughta cold. It was fun though. I can always clear my thoughts when I'm not around other people and have a chance to pray and let my thoughts run away with me. That really happens a lot.
I guess I can write about something semi-personal but the whole detail thing isn't going to happen. So lately I have been doubting some verses I had gotten earlier, I was really confused about the whole thing and wasn't really very happy about it. I kept praying and trusting and holding on to my one verse. I was praying about it ANd one night I read like 7 chapters in a ISaiah. i really got a lot out of it. I'm going to trynot to worry so much about the future. The LORD told me something and I'm going to trust it. There's really nothing else I can do. I know that GOD has my life all planned out for me and HE's going to help me though it now that he involved me. I just think that GOD's already figured everything out for me and I have nothing to worry about becuase...(*singing*) If the LORD had not been on our side..all our enemies and the mighty flood would have swept over...If the LORD>..IF THe LORD. Well...that's all for now. I hope you have enjoyed my rambling and repeats. I hope it all made sense to you too.