Sep 07, 2006 20:19
at a loss of words to say
i sit and contemplate
on what it is i want
should i go or should i wait
you see i've grown to be impatient
but who really has the time?
to give away emotions
and precious moments in their lives
if they don't know where it's going
and there's no destination in mind
it's like driving into the abyss
even if ur hands in mine
cause we're like a ping pong game
always bouncing back and forth
right now u say ull catch me
if i go south u won't go north.
but ur words seem to change
just as fast as i run
away from ur promises
too scared to come undone.
I guess i should let myself unravel
and expose the inner me
but it's that kind of vulnerability
that makes me want to leave
"it's better to have loved and lost
than to not have loved at all"
but i can't stand not knowing
if u would catch me when i fall
we're both living in fear
of what the other might do
so how can anything good come out
of us being "me and you"
you tell me that im perfect
and u dont want me to leave
that im your ticket to heaven
and u can't do better than me
but i've been told these lines before
by men just as smooth as u
and i catch myself saying
that this time it might be true
but i don't want to find out
as sad as that may sound
i'd rather read our love's eulogy
and bury it 6 feet in the ground.
so i guess this is the end.
and i'll be sure to say goodbye
we can even sit and reminisce
about all our crazy nights.
like that time in the jacuzzi
with everyone else around.
or us dancing in filiberto's
and almost falling down.
what about hotel night
and that go fish game we played
your dad chasing me around the house
and all the love that was made (shhh)
keep me in ur memory
everynight and every day
as i cling to the hope
that ur not the one that got away