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k...so i didn't hear from jeff at all yesterday...but then again i didn't call him...really you know i didn't have a boyfriend for two years and i was fine...except not really cause i really love being in a relationship...but then i get jeff and he starts out all fine like the greatest boyfriend ever!!! and now he's just like blah...i don't know what's wrong?! what did he do? what did i do? somethings changed and we totally have to get to the bottom of this...like i'm totally serio!!!!i miss jeff...so i am going to put myself on a huge budget...until i get another part time job i seriously can't spend any money...i'm even thinking of quitting smoking so i can save even the tiniest amount of money...i really hope i get that job at starbucks...cause man i think they pay 7.50 an hour and after taxes that would be an additional $477 dollars a month!!!! oh man i could save so much money!!!! to get spanky his surgery, to fix my jetta (having to drive my old breeze around cause the jetta's brakes aren't working and the state inspection is due and i know it will be like $1000.00 to repair it and then another like $700 to fix the body and then i need to put a stereo in it...so i guess for the jetta alone i should save like $2500 well now if i save that much i might as well just take that the $2500 tradein the jetta and buy a beetle!i settle for like a 2000) plus I NEED NEW CLOTHES!!!! and keith and i are going to Boston next fall, and like i love seeing my savings account just billed up...so let's see Spanky's only $200 so that won't be a problem but i guess it will be about well now i can get the jetta fixed to drive in like three months...okay i just need to be patient...and then like 2 more months of savings after that to fix the body...and then like two months after that i could get a really nice stereo installed so lets see the jetta will be all fixed up and pretty by july of next year! okay really that's not bad when you think of how long it will be before i save up the money to buy a new car...oh plus by next august it will be paid off!!! and yeah that's so awesome!!!! AND i'm not taking into consideration that I will be a paralegal by then and i will be making more money so i totally may be able to get the jetta fixed up before then!!! and if i get fixed up alright then i don't need a new car oh how exciting...i should get the windows tinted...actually i should just go to mtv and ask them to pimp my ride...oh and check this out like i know how much paralegals make allow 20% for like taxes and if i continue to live my life in the same style and save all the extra money i would have, i could buy a brand new jetta and own it out rightin TWO YEARS!!!! that doesn't even include a trade in!!!!! man i love money...i totally am gonna do this...i just need to keep motivating my self!!! that would be so awesome!!!