i hate laundry
so another weekend come and gone...sigh atleast i don't work at ruby's anymore...i was totally gonna go into work this weekend and catch up all the billing but didn't do it...i really really am starting to lurve jeff...although i got drunk last night and told him that i lurve him...and then explained that lurve was more than like but not as much as love...i was like lllluuuuuurrrrrrrvvvvvvveeee l-u-r-v-e lurve you...i'm such a nerd...i've never experience feeling this way about someone...it's so natural everything that we do...i even love his flaws cause he's like stubborn about things and won't change...and his family is really nice...i'm starting to talk to his mom and dad more...it's hard though cause i still feel wierd seeing as how they dislike his ex and they were together for like almost 7 years...i miss him when he's gone and am so happy when he's around...but like the fact that we don't see each other everyday...it's like our relationship can't suffocate...i'm so comfortable with him...in every relationship i get into i always always have the thought of what if i meet this totally amazing guy and i can't do anything cause i'm already dating someone...not with jeff though...i don't have that thought...my thoughts are gosh you make me so happy...i'm like still on cloud 9...i was talking to my friend chris who came into town last weekend and met jeff and chris said to me today that i for once sound like i'm happy...and i said it's because i am...i finally have a good guy...and another thing i realized (despite what my earlier journal entries said) i'm his girlfriend because i want to be not because i miss being a girlfriend....alright that's enough for now...i realize that all of my entries so far have been about jeff this and jeff that...but i can't help it...I'M HAPPY!!!!!