(no subject)
so in like every journal entry i write i always talk about how much i miss being in a relationship blah blah blah...as the saying goes becareful what you wish for...i met a guy and he's great...the nicest guy i have ever met...we always have something to talk about yada yada yada...but he's not my type...i can't help being shallow he's not physically the type of man i'm attracted to...but i couldn't ask for like emotionally a better person...he is so sweet we were at a stop light and he like out of nowhere said "you are a very pretty girl" i've turned into my dear friend elizabeth and am getting scared. like i want to run away...everyone who has met him loves him and all says the same thing...Its about time you finally got a good guy...I DON'T KNOW THAT I WANT TO BE WITH HIM!!!!! god i hate being me...i just don't know...i think part of the problem also is that like he really really really really likes me...i think i should stop being superficial...and like it's mean...and i really don't like to be mean...and like my mother always says listen to your little voice...so i'm trying and you know what it said? "i don't know what you should do but all i can tell you is your FUCKED!!!!" thanks jimminey!