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Dec 11, 2006 01:29

Ben and I broke up a few weeks back. Actually, it was at the beginning of the week of Thanksgiving, the same week that I was throwing up constantly for a couple of days. I was fat and alone, so I haven't been letting myself eat much since then. I've been depressed. I lost weight from being sick and throwing up, and I've lost weight from practically starving myself. I've been in a state of constant hunger for almost a month.

Now, my mom has made some raspberry-lemon nut bars. I'm eating them. In fact, I'm stuffing myself full of them. I haven't eaten like this in ages. It feels good.
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