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Mmm, I had a nice weekend. I went home after school on Friday night and had nothing at all to do. My parents also happened to be gone. But, I was in the mood for a binge. So, that's what I did. This was the biggest and most painful binge I've ever done though. There was pizza, cereal, honey peanut butter banana sandwich, ravioli, chocolate chip cookies, and lots of smoothie. It was all really fun up until the point in which I realized that I had overdone myself. I ended up sqirming and moaning upon the floor, wishing that the pain would stop.
The experience helped expand my capacity for the next day though. Just after having a fairly large lunch, I went over to my friends house. After being there for not even 45 minutes, she wanted to go out and get something for lunch. Not telling her that I had just eaten, I went with her to Quiznos, where I ordered a regular turkey club, chips, a cookie, and a drink. I ate it all and afterwards felt only compforting, satisfied fullness, not one of pain. Within and hour and half, I ate 2 good sized lunches. My dinner did come later than usual, but it was itself quite big as well.
Just a few days ago, my boyfriend, after talking about one a friend of mine has, pointed out that whenever I smile or cock my head a certain way, it forms a little double chin. This, to me, is a good thing, and Ben likes it as well.
I'm really glad that Ben and mine's relationship didn't become all gain/feedee/feeder based. I was afraid it might, but no, it hasn't at all. We're perfectly balanced.
The experience helped expand my capacity for the next day though. Just after having a fairly large lunch, I went over to my friends house. After being there for not even 45 minutes, she wanted to go out and get something for lunch. Not telling her that I had just eaten, I went with her to Quiznos, where I ordered a regular turkey club, chips, a cookie, and a drink. I ate it all and afterwards felt only compforting, satisfied fullness, not one of pain. Within and hour and half, I ate 2 good sized lunches. My dinner did come later than usual, but it was itself quite big as well.
Just a few days ago, my boyfriend, after talking about one a friend of mine has, pointed out that whenever I smile or cock my head a certain way, it forms a little double chin. This, to me, is a good thing, and Ben likes it as well.
I'm really glad that Ben and mine's relationship didn't become all gain/feedee/feeder based. I was afraid it might, but no, it hasn't at all. We're perfectly balanced.