i feel a bit restless and i don't know why...
I read this story...(sorry, i tried to make it one of those small links where you can read it by choice...but i guess i messed it up)
10th Grade
As I sat there in Enqlish class, i stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me
like that and i knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and qave me a kiss on
the cheek. I wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna Be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why. . .
11th Grade
the phone rang. on the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to
be alone, so i did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, i stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. after 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love her but im just too shy, and idk why
Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he`s not gonna go. well i didnt have a date n in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we
would go together just as "best friends". So we did. prom night after everything was over i was standing at her front door step. i stared at her, She smiled at me and stared at me with her Crystal
eyes. i want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that and i know it. then she said "i had the best time, thanks!" and qave me a kiss on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t want to be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
Graduation Day
a day passed, then a week, then a month. before i could blink, it was graduation day. i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,
but she didnt notice me like that, and i knew it. before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"you`re my best friend, thanks!" and qave me a kiss on the Cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
A Few Years Later
now i sit in the pews of the church. that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. i wanted her to be mine but she didn`t See me like that and i knew it. But before she Drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i dont wanna be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
Funeral
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: i stare at him
wishing he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that, and i know it. i wanna tell him, i want him to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love him but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why. i wish he would tell me he loved me . . . i wish i did too . . . i thought to myself, and i Cried
guys if you like your best friend like that dont keep it to yourself! tell them, the worst they could say is that they dont think of you that way. That cant be that bad
on my cousin's myspace bulletin right after Jenne and I had been talking about a really similar topic. It's a good one...
Man, I feel like my entries have been so cheesy lately...those quizzes were crap and now I'm using an e-mail forward...so here goes at making things better...
I cleaned my room today. I had planned for it all day and then Jenne offered to help, which I couldn't possibly turn down. We just put in a movie and went to work. It looks so much better...and now I'm working on getting the place decorated. I have nothing on my bulletin boards or anything. My posters have been in a bin for the last couple months and now I'm finally figuring out where to put them.
So, the main reason why I needed to clean my room is because of my visitors this weekend. I'm really pumped...and they might even come in time to see the soccer game against ASU starring JJ Stewart! Well, JJ will be the star of the bench...but that doesn't make me love her any less! In fact, we had one of the best conversations last night (sadly, it was online) and she is probably one of the most quotable people I know. She just says some things that are so flipping profound.
I got my organic evolution test back today...and I have never been so excited about a C. The prof even said it was a hard test, so I am not going to complain.
I don't have anything really deep to write about today...I think it's a huge step that I'm actually updating this thing.
10th Grade
As I sat there in Enqlish class, i stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me
like that and i knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and qave me a kiss on
the cheek. I wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna Be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why. . .
11th Grade
the phone rang. on the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to
be alone, so i did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, i stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. after 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love her but im just too shy, and idk why
Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he`s not gonna go. well i didnt have a date n in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we
would go together just as "best friends". So we did. prom night after everything was over i was standing at her front door step. i stared at her, She smiled at me and stared at me with her Crystal
eyes. i want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that and i know it. then she said "i had the best time, thanks!" and qave me a kiss on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t want to be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
Graduation Day
a day passed, then a week, then a month. before i could blink, it was graduation day. i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,
but she didnt notice me like that, and i knew it. before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"you`re my best friend, thanks!" and qave me a kiss on the Cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
A Few Years Later
now i sit in the pews of the church. that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. i wanted her to be mine but she didn`t See me like that and i knew it. But before she Drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to know that i dont wanna be just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
Funeral
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: i stare at him
wishing he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that, and i know it. i wanna tell him, i want him to know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love him but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why. i wish he would tell me he loved me . . . i wish i did too . . . i thought to myself, and i Cried
guys if you like your best friend like that dont keep it to yourself! tell them, the worst they could say is that they dont think of you that way. That cant be that bad
on my cousin's myspace bulletin right after Jenne and I had been talking about a really similar topic. It's a good one...
Man, I feel like my entries have been so cheesy lately...those quizzes were crap and now I'm using an e-mail forward...so here goes at making things better...
I cleaned my room today. I had planned for it all day and then Jenne offered to help, which I couldn't possibly turn down. We just put in a movie and went to work. It looks so much better...and now I'm working on getting the place decorated. I have nothing on my bulletin boards or anything. My posters have been in a bin for the last couple months and now I'm finally figuring out where to put them.
So, the main reason why I needed to clean my room is because of my visitors this weekend. I'm really pumped...and they might even come in time to see the soccer game against ASU starring JJ Stewart! Well, JJ will be the star of the bench...but that doesn't make me love her any less! In fact, we had one of the best conversations last night (sadly, it was online) and she is probably one of the most quotable people I know. She just says some things that are so flipping profound.
I got my organic evolution test back today...and I have never been so excited about a C. The prof even said it was a hard test, so I am not going to complain.
I don't have anything really deep to write about today...I think it's a huge step that I'm actually updating this thing.