Stressing. Man What a week.
WELL THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN ONE OF THE WORST IN A LONG TIME. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IM STRESSED. I FEEL BAD, BECAUSE I HAVE TAKEN IT OUT ON THE ONE PERSON WHO WANTS NOTHING MORE TO MAKE ME HAPPY. HE TRIES SO HARD BUT FOR SOME REASON I ALWAYS DO SOMETHING TO IRRITATE HIM OR VISE VERSA. I HATE FIGHTING. I'VE BEEN SO EMOTIONAL I DONT KNOW WHY. I MEAN I HAVE REALLY BEEN MEAN. IF YOU READ THIS HUNNY, IM SORRY. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME.
SUNDAY: GO OUT TO THE CAR TO GRAB ADAM HIS CIGARETTES. THE CAR HAS BEEN BROKEN IN TO. DOOR KICKED IN* DASH TORN APART TO GET TO THE RADIO, BUT GET THIS THE RADIO WAS STILL THERE. NOTHING MISSING. CALLED INSURANCE AND POLICE AND MADE REPORT.
MONDAY: @ WORK. WE WERE HELLA BUSY. IN QUE FOR 5 AND A HALF HOURS. THAT MEANS NOTHING BUT CALL AFTER CALL. IT SUCKS. AND THEN MY BOSS DECIDED TO BE A DOUCHE AND SAY NO ONE COULD TAKE LUNCH OR BREAK TIL WE WERE OUT OF QUE. I KNOW ITS NOT LEGAL. BUT I DID IT ANYWAYS. STRESSFUL WORK MAKES HOME STRESSFUL.
TUESDAY:CAR GOING TO BE TOTALED $1900. WHICH MEANS WE OWE THE CAR PLACE $3000. HOW ARE WE GONNA PAY THAT????
WEDNESDAY: WENT TO SEE ECLIPSE, DIDNT LIKE IT VERY MUCH. WENT TO THE CAR PLACE TO LOOK FOR A CAR. FOUND ONE WE LIKED FOR 3 GRAND. WANTED A 1500 DOWN. CANT DO THAT. WENT TO ANOTHER PLACE TO LOOK FOUND MY PERFECT CAR...NOW TO COME UP WITH THE DOWN PAYMENT.
THURSDAY: FOUGHT WITH ADAM. THAT IS ALL WE EVER DO NOW IS FIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING. WENT BED EARLY.
FRIDAY: WOKE UP STILL HELLA TIRED. WORK SUCKED. CAME HOME AND FOUGHT WITH ADAM SOME MORE. AGAIN BEEN SUPER EMOTIONAL. TOLD ADAM A STORY ABOUT MY NANA. STARTED CRYING. I MISS HER ALL OF THE SUDDEN. AS WELL AS MY PAPA. IM JUST IN A BAD MOOD AND NEEDED TO GET IT OUT. WELL TIME FOR BED I GUESS. I JUST WISH ADAM WOULD WANT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME. DAMN... NOW IM CRYING AGAIN.
SATURDAY... GOT TO WORK TOMORROW. SO WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES.
SUNDAY: GO OUT TO THE CAR TO GRAB ADAM HIS CIGARETTES. THE CAR HAS BEEN BROKEN IN TO. DOOR KICKED IN* DASH TORN APART TO GET TO THE RADIO, BUT GET THIS THE RADIO WAS STILL THERE. NOTHING MISSING. CALLED INSURANCE AND POLICE AND MADE REPORT.
MONDAY: @ WORK. WE WERE HELLA BUSY. IN QUE FOR 5 AND A HALF HOURS. THAT MEANS NOTHING BUT CALL AFTER CALL. IT SUCKS. AND THEN MY BOSS DECIDED TO BE A DOUCHE AND SAY NO ONE COULD TAKE LUNCH OR BREAK TIL WE WERE OUT OF QUE. I KNOW ITS NOT LEGAL. BUT I DID IT ANYWAYS. STRESSFUL WORK MAKES HOME STRESSFUL.
TUESDAY:CAR GOING TO BE TOTALED $1900. WHICH MEANS WE OWE THE CAR PLACE $3000. HOW ARE WE GONNA PAY THAT????
WEDNESDAY: WENT TO SEE ECLIPSE, DIDNT LIKE IT VERY MUCH. WENT TO THE CAR PLACE TO LOOK FOR A CAR. FOUND ONE WE LIKED FOR 3 GRAND. WANTED A 1500 DOWN. CANT DO THAT. WENT TO ANOTHER PLACE TO LOOK FOUND MY PERFECT CAR...NOW TO COME UP WITH THE DOWN PAYMENT.
THURSDAY: FOUGHT WITH ADAM. THAT IS ALL WE EVER DO NOW IS FIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING. WENT BED EARLY.
FRIDAY: WOKE UP STILL HELLA TIRED. WORK SUCKED. CAME HOME AND FOUGHT WITH ADAM SOME MORE. AGAIN BEEN SUPER EMOTIONAL. TOLD ADAM A STORY ABOUT MY NANA. STARTED CRYING. I MISS HER ALL OF THE SUDDEN. AS WELL AS MY PAPA. IM JUST IN A BAD MOOD AND NEEDED TO GET IT OUT. WELL TIME FOR BED I GUESS. I JUST WISH ADAM WOULD WANT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME. DAMN... NOW IM CRYING AGAIN.
SATURDAY... GOT TO WORK TOMORROW. SO WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES.