Jan 20, 2005 09:24
Its been a short week, but a very stressful one. my mom is full on MAD that im taking the a.c.t. again. bc she thinks it wont count for a.s.u. and i told her that it WILL count for s.b.u. and shes pissed.
ahhhhhhh i hate growing up!!
but i do love jamie and shes sitting next to me right now and she smiled and it made me feel better. i gave her the peace sign. we understand each other.
why cant everyone understand me? am i that complicated? i seriously think if it wasnt for leslie then i would have killed myself a long time ago, as much as that will freak some of you out.
mom--- what the HELL is wrong with me going to sbu????? why is it so freakin hard for you to accept? we DONT get along, so why do u want me to stay so bad?!?!? YOU MAKE NO SENSE.
and i have the gut feeling that my dad will totally forget to take me car shopping saturday... its just in his blood. i changed my hours at work and everything. but he'll forget.
cause im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions, this will be the last chance you get to drop my name.