schools almost done...
where in the hell did this year go...seriously i cant believe in less then two weeks well be seniors i cant flipping believe it its unbelivable (that is spelt so wrong i need to be in high school longer lol) seriously though i feel like i havent been here long enough to be a senior and i think its because i spent so much time in grade school but yeh i just cant get over it...everything is coming to an end my dance recital is on saturday...ekk its kinda scary...its gonna make me cry but im happy because i love them all so much and im excited that we have come so much closer this year but its sad that it has to end...end of the year means exams are coming up that scares the shit outta me that doesnt even make me want to be in school or have school be over with because in some of my classes that exam grade is gonna determine my whole grade in that quarter...but yeh school sucks...im just looking at all the positives...schools almost over...everything is going great with friends, and dance is good...family life still sucks once again my dad isnt going to be home all week ...again i feel like there never home my mom will be home but my dad wont...then my dad will be home and my mom wont its fucked up...family life is sucking but i guess i have to deal with it....OMG i need a job sooo bad especially for the summer i think greaters is looking like my last hope i have no other choice and i need a job...so that sucks but i should get back to study hall now i have a bio test tom...cant wait...i love everyone!...hugs and kisses