Life hurts
The timing is always off, and the worst things that can happen always happen at the worst time. I have two weeks left of college, with so much work left to finish - yet I feel like my world just shattered and I no longer have the focus or drive to finish my school work. I feel like I've lost a part of myself that I don't know how to get back nor do I know how to live without, and in a way it's true. I've lost an irreplacable part of me that I can never have back. And it hurts so bad, so much more than I imagined it would. All I want to do is crawl into a hole and hide from the world until the pain fades. How can it hurt this much to lose something you never even knew you had until it was already gone?