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[megret143]

I really want someone to cuddle with right now. Unfortunately my girlfriend is 6 hours away. I am going to see her on Friday. I am soooo excited. I haven't seen her in over a month. It seems like so much longer than that though. It's kinda crazy how you get used to not being around someone. When she left Ogunquit I thought I would never get used to it. I thought I would just be completely miserable all the time. I'm not though. There are other things to think about and other things to occupy my time with. I must admit though, I was pretty miserable in Ogunquit without her. I think one of my biggest faults is my inability to control my emotions at times. I don't know that I will ever be able to change that but I am hoping with experience I will at least be able to tame it. I have always been a really emotional person. Anyone who went to high school with me surely knows that. I am somewhat surprised that I made it through high school at all with all the rediculous stuff that happened. Don't get me wrong, I had some great experiences in high school, experiences I will never forget but it was rather crazy at times.
I am still feeling crappy and still want to cuddle. But I am going to go get into my large empty bed and try to sleep off this rediculous headache. Maybe I'll get some reading done for class so I don't have to run around like a chicken with their head cut off tomorrow. Nicole and I are going to the Aquarium tomorrow night. That will be cool. I haven't been there in a really long time. I was probably 14 when I last went to the aquarium. Hopefully I won't get as bored this time.