Rambling
So, I registered for classes this morning. I got everything I needed which is good because I still have two requirements to fill and I really didn't want to leave them to my last semester and run the risk of not getting them done. That being said though, they are my only two requirements left which means that next year I will have 22 credits to take of whatever I want. It sounds like it will be a fun year. Assistant Production Manager in the fall and doing a crazy depressing show with a director who I think I will work with really well and then a guest director in the spring. Those are always fun. But as much fun as next year is sounding, I will be a senior and all of my friends that I spend all of my time with will be gone and scattered around the country. I'm really excited for them but it still makes me sad. I am not ready to say good bye and I am not ready for things to change. I told Jen yesterday that I feel like I live in a bubble. Somewhere between the freezingness of the Semel last night and the solo piece about dead hampsters and wine that bubble popped and the reality of them leaving and me being a senior next year and having the opportunity to go wherever I want came blasting at me. Becca H. is freaking out about graduating. Part of me thinks it would be incredably exciting to think that I could go anywhere that would take me and just pick up and leave but I can also see it being scary as all hell. I want to go to Ogunquit and not worry about anything. Ogunquit is so beautiful and the theater is so much fun and I'll be with my girlfriend all summer. It seems so simple in my head, so much like a vacation eventhough I know it will be a lot of work and long hours. If I could go to Ogunquit tomorrow and not have to go through the next month I would. I know that avoidance is not the right answer but unfortunately it is the easiest and the most tempting. But, I am trying really hard not to get so down about saying goodbye and having everyone graduate. Make the most out of the time I have with them right? No matter how much of a baby I'm being about all of this I am so happy to have these people in my life. This year has been amazing and the people that I have met and spent my time with are some of the best people I have ever had in my life. Alright, now that I am getting rediculously sappy and pathetic I am going to go find something to be productive with until Andy comes to pick me up.