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so if i were to start a fund to collect donations to go back to france for a little while would anyone donate? no one answer that. i just really wish that i was rich, i guess that's all, i couldn't expect anyone to send me back this summer. it's just that there's a boy who i really need to give a hug to, and just sit with him and talk late into the night. he keeps sending me this heart breaking emails that make me wonder why? and i really would like an answer to that, WHY? i went to go see Ferinheit 9/11 last night with lex. i felt bad 'cause i was kinda tired so i wasn't nice/entertaining. but then i got in a really bad mood because of the movie. i cried several times and felt really empty by the time it was over. It did not inspire me to political action at all. It ispired me to cry myself to sleep disgusted with how horrible the world is. and just to clarify, i'm not squeemish at the sight of blood, i just become very unsettled at the thought of war and sometimes killing in general, but i think that war is much more disturbing than a single murder. bffffff
i feel so empty right now. i can't understand why people have to suffer at the hand of their fellow human beings. i just can't understand anything.
(in a non-organized religious way)
God bless
Namaste
Peace out
remember that no one DESERVES to be hurt by your actions
i'm considering becoming a hermit, it would be less socially draining, that's for sure.
i feel so empty right now. i can't understand why people have to suffer at the hand of their fellow human beings. i just can't understand anything.
(in a non-organized religious way)
God bless
Namaste
Peace out
remember that no one DESERVES to be hurt by your actions
i'm considering becoming a hermit, it would be less socially draining, that's for sure.