Jan 24, 2010 16:04
I need something I don't know what it is.
but i need a change
something like restlessness is taking over
but why? I'm so close...... maybe thats exactly it...... maybe i'm just ready to be done
it might have a lot to do with the fact that i can't stand most of the people in my class
i want to move out of my parents house
i want a schedule that doesn't make me want to punch someone in the face
that might be under control now I talked to my boss we shall see if she can remember
I want time to hang out with my friends and make new ones
tho i dont even know if i can
my parents told me i'm more loyal to my friends then they are to me
i'm not sure if that's completely wrong or not
but it might be why i feel i need new ones
maybe its why I'm not sure if i want a roommate or not
maybe the problem is all the wanting
learning not to want is probably the best lesson i could ever learn
i need to do something!
something out of the ordinary
spring break is coming up I think i'm going to disappear for a week
Lis do you want to come?