meh
self esteem is up again. people have been saying nice things about me, and it makes me smile.
i had an entire post yesterday that i typed up while my mom was having an insanely long phone conversation, but i dunno what happened to it.
long and short of it:
*thanksgiving was really great, it was the first time that my family has gotten all together in ages.
*Kelly and Bobby spent the night to go to the thanksgiving sales morning after.
*woke up at 5:00 yesterday morning and went to Best Buy....
* it was a nightmare!!! i waited out there for 30 minutes around the back of the building at the end of the line in the cold and none of us got anything! they had false advertising and pissed me off. saw Russell in the line, he was about a hundred people in front of us and somehow while i was talking to him an angry black mother threatened to kill me. i ran away..
*went to circuit city and bought many things, the majority of my christmas shopping is done. i only have family left, but this did come with a price... we got there, got our stuff, kelly left, and watied in line for 2 hours.... the line wasnt even 25 feet long... it was ridiculous... saw Jessica there too.
*me and Bobby went home, slept on the couch for about 5 minutes, and then the mum dragged us shopping again. then went home, and got to sleep for an hour on the couch with Bobby afterwards. in usual circumstances, my dad would have gotten pissed off and told us to get up. but they both let us be and i got to sleep in his arms.. it was really nice, a great feeling. i was pissed off at him for somethign when he left, but i dont remember what it is. i usually wait a day to say anythign about being pissed off then everything dies down and its not as bad anyway.
*i wrapped presents and mom got her fake trees out. since our tree last year fell and broke all our ornaments she decided no more real trees. they are really funny lookin.. its a charlie brown christmas over here i swear.
*watched movies with my mom in PJ's and fell asleep. i crashed at around 7:30 right after the boi called me on break. it was pitiful, but i woke up way too early.
i've been feelign realy guilty for things i have done this year, and am going to apologise for them eventually.. some of which i really shouldnt be apologising for, but its the guilt factor.
i had an entire post yesterday that i typed up while my mom was having an insanely long phone conversation, but i dunno what happened to it.
long and short of it:
*thanksgiving was really great, it was the first time that my family has gotten all together in ages.
*Kelly and Bobby spent the night to go to the thanksgiving sales morning after.
*woke up at 5:00 yesterday morning and went to Best Buy....
* it was a nightmare!!! i waited out there for 30 minutes around the back of the building at the end of the line in the cold and none of us got anything! they had false advertising and pissed me off. saw Russell in the line, he was about a hundred people in front of us and somehow while i was talking to him an angry black mother threatened to kill me. i ran away..
*went to circuit city and bought many things, the majority of my christmas shopping is done. i only have family left, but this did come with a price... we got there, got our stuff, kelly left, and watied in line for 2 hours.... the line wasnt even 25 feet long... it was ridiculous... saw Jessica there too.
*me and Bobby went home, slept on the couch for about 5 minutes, and then the mum dragged us shopping again. then went home, and got to sleep for an hour on the couch with Bobby afterwards. in usual circumstances, my dad would have gotten pissed off and told us to get up. but they both let us be and i got to sleep in his arms.. it was really nice, a great feeling. i was pissed off at him for somethign when he left, but i dont remember what it is. i usually wait a day to say anythign about being pissed off then everything dies down and its not as bad anyway.
*i wrapped presents and mom got her fake trees out. since our tree last year fell and broke all our ornaments she decided no more real trees. they are really funny lookin.. its a charlie brown christmas over here i swear.
*watched movies with my mom in PJ's and fell asleep. i crashed at around 7:30 right after the boi called me on break. it was pitiful, but i woke up way too early.
i've been feelign realy guilty for things i have done this year, and am going to apologise for them eventually.. some of which i really shouldnt be apologising for, but its the guilt factor.