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[megnandwhatnot]

2 AM:

"I just want someone to tell me to stop.
I just want to know that someones cares
enough to tell me to stop."

I care. I want you to stop.
I don't want to have to answer the phone at 2 in
the morning and not be able to go back to sleep
b/c I'm worrying about you. I don't want to have
to worry that one day you'll be like my dad and
say mean things to me. I don't want to see you work
at Fed-Ex for the rest of your life. I dont want
to just sit and watch you mess up when I know I could
be helping. I don't want to have to worry
if you ever hung up the phone or fell asleep with it
glued to the side of your face. I don't want to have
to worry about if what you're saying is what you mean or
if the words are just spilling out of your mouth b/c
you may or may not have had too much to drink.

I'm pretty sure you didn't even mean it when
you said you wanted someone to tell you to stop.
But just incase...