graduation
One week from tomorrow I will be graduating. That is a crazy thought. I know that I have a couple years of schooling left but college is really a transition into the independence of adulthood.
Right now it is a gorgeous day, the sun is shining, clear blue skies, and 78 degrees. All of my friends are out enjoying the sun and I am inside in my pj's studying for finals. I am beginning to feel somewhat, for lack of a better word, disconnected. I feel like I am two steps behind all of my friends. Everyone is wrapping up highschool, but as much as I can't wait to go away to SMC, I still wish that I had another year at BBHS. I have made so many friends and I am not ready to let go. Steve, Kyla, and MB to NYC; Ami to Boston; Saya to Virginia; Andrew to Notre Dame; Chris to Colorado; Declan staying here; Ben back to Montana; Karen to Oregon; and Paul and Hannah to Cali. Everyone that I cherish is leaving me, I don't want them to. I want to make them stop and stay with me. I guess I am just being selfish but in all reality it is out of my hands. Hopefully fate will keep me in touch with all of them.