Mar 31, 2005 13:44
Well, first and foremost. I am in a RREALLY CRANKY @SS MOOD. and anything written here is subject to change in an instant, I just need to VENT!!!!!! and this is my outlet. I am trying, trying to be a better person, hope the best for people, support my friends, deal with work, money, and all the other things that have to be taken care of, but I am sooo freekin frustrated.
job: there's this girl who never shows up to work, yet gets paid more than me, and does ALOT LESS!!! AND WE ALL HAVE TO TAKE UP THE SLACK WHEN SHE'S GONE, WHICH IS ALOT!!!
money: I don't have much, and I would like to have some more, not to be selfish, or greedy, just to be able to do more than I am now. after bills are paid, and things that have to be taken care of. I HAVE BARELY any money!!
friends: ahh...it depends on who. but most are good. I just always feel like this or that, or the other happens, and i get mis-understood or frustrated for some dumb thing!! IT just gets to be soo overwhelming!!!
parents: mom doesn't have a job, and dad's dealing..but its hard for them. How and not having any extra money means I can't help them that much, and that sucks. I want to do everything I can to bless them.
sibling: she's so selfish she doesn't even care what is going on with mom and dad. so i have to be even more attentive, because she doesn't care. where if someone else needed something...she'd rush to make things happen for them!!!
car. well, we all know that its seen better days, and b/c i don't make that much i can't save, which means. no better/newer car.
ok. the crabbiness is ending....for now.
me