so frustrated...so annoyed...so lost
Nothing is stoping me from saying goodbye. Do my friends even know how much they mean to me? This is just a ramble so skip over if you like. Recently, I have reflected on who I am and who I have been. Overnight, I have changed from a niave girl to a not-so-innocent women. I have been desperate, hurtful to myself, forgotten, unappreciated, and left out. People change, and things happen for a reason.
It's disgusting. Who would want to know a girl like me anyways? I try way too hard, never shut up, think too much, never "chill out", flirt stupidly, too outgoing, chubby, lie on occasion, known to lead guys on without intending to, making things really awkward around my ex, cry way too many tears over silly situations, not too bright at MSU, never pursued, stay attached, get dolled up at 10pm for a study session, fall too fast, kiss and tell (but hopefully that will change), and I care about people... but in turn, it rubs them the wrong way. You can continue the list.
Who I am is not/will not good enough for you or me so don't be surprised if I stop calling.
It's disgusting. Who would want to know a girl like me anyways? I try way too hard, never shut up, think too much, never "chill out", flirt stupidly, too outgoing, chubby, lie on occasion, known to lead guys on without intending to, making things really awkward around my ex, cry way too many tears over silly situations, not too bright at MSU, never pursued, stay attached, get dolled up at 10pm for a study session, fall too fast, kiss and tell (but hopefully that will change), and I care about people... but in turn, it rubs them the wrong way. You can continue the list.
Who I am is not/will not good enough for you or me so don't be surprised if I stop calling.