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sooo i got a letter today from someone. and i guess im glad. idk, i have mixed emotions about it. deep down i really am glad, i know that if they hadnt sent me one, i would have been disapointed. so i am glad that they did. but at the same time, i think things would have been so much easier if they had just left and i hadnt heard from them again. its like every time that im doing good and moving on, something pulls me back. now i have to figure whether or not to write them back, and exactly what to say. but really, i am happy that i heard from them, im glad they're doing good and that things are going well...but still..
I don't know where I turned around
From chasing what I always found completed me
More than I could dream
I don't know why I can't remain
Safe here where I always came to meet with you
And You always met with me
And You're still here waiting
oh, and its spring break!!! which is awesome!
and this weekend--volleyball tournament in ashville! :)