I Stumbled Upon You
Wow!!! To say that it has been a long time since I have written on here would be an understatement. It took me about an hour to figure out how to even log on here. Another hour to change my profile picture as well as my page. FINALLY I'm here!!! Doing the thing that I have been anticipating for the past two hours.Writing.I remember creating this account when I was a 15 year old nerdy and quirky freshmen in high school. I'm still of course nerdy and quirky lol but now going to be a senior in high school. I still can't believe it though. I am going to be graduating this year. It's a surreal feeling which I'm sure many of you have experienced or are experiencing just like me.. Looking at this account that I created three years ago even makes it more surreal for me. That feeling that your growing up is scary yet thrilling at the same time. As I sit here reading all my posts I just feel so bashful. Did I really post these things? Is my account name really that? Wow this just goes to show that I had no life at all and in my defense I was young. If I could go back to the past and give advice to my naive 15 year old self I would say, "Learn more about grammar because I feel like I am just butchering it right now lol." But seriously, I would say don't ever get that haircut with short bangs (A nightmare and a butt of the joke for my friends), boys are douches but you will find the one that is right for you, friends come and go but you will find that ones that stay help you through terrible times, and learn to drive sooner because it is like a bitch having a car and not knowing how to drive it. I started writing LiveJournal just get the things that were on my mind out there in the world. It didn't matter to me whether or not people read my ridiculously stupid posts but the fact that it was out there. I did it because I loved and still do love writing. The fact that I neglected putting posts up for so many years is my biggest regret. In the past, it would've helped me with my pent-up anger or those times in life where I felt as though I would breakdown.So I am sorry LiveJournal for neglecting you. I am by no means an experienced writing but the fact that I was comfortable enough to expose myself here just made emotional but in I'm-Happy-Proud-Emotional-Valley-Girl way. I look back on my posts and I regret nothing stupid or not I regret nothing.You showed me that who I was back then is still the same person today. This carefree, goofy, sometimes ditsy person is still the same.I stumbled upon you and I am damn glad that I did.
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