i cried today. but i wasn't sad.

May 08, 2005 23:18

do you ever just have something on your mind, not necessarily something wrong, just a thoughtful mood? and then someone calls you and says exactly what you were trying to formulate in your mind? and not only do they articulate exactly what you were trying to figure out, but they end up giving you an answer and more hope than you had before the conversation.

I AM ME AND THAT IS AWESOME.
I LOVE TO DANCE.
I CAN'T REALLY DANCE THAT WELL.
BUT I'M NOT EMBERASSED TO TRY.
I WANT TO GET MY MASTER'S.
I WANT TO GET MY PHD.
I AM 20 YEARS OLD.
I'M FUNNY.
I'M OPINIONATED.
I'M SMART.
I'M CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING IN THE WORLD.
GOD LOVES ME.
MY PARENTS LOVE ME.
DANNY LOVES ME.
EVEN IF NO ONE LOVES ME I AM MADE BY GOD AND THAT IS UNIQUE ENOUGH.
I LAUGH REALLY LOUD.
I HAVE BIG BLUE EYES.
I LOVE CLOTHES.
I LOVE TO SHOP.
I AM GORGEOUS.
MY FAVORITE COLOR IS PINK.
I HATE WEINER DOGS.
I LOVE CHINESE FOOD.
I AM EMOTIONAL.
I DON'T HAVE TO CHANGE WHO I AM FOR ANYONE.
I NEED ENCOURAGEMENT.
MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS ZOOLANDER.
I NEED AFFECTION.
I LOVE TO TELL PEOPLE I LOVE THEM.
I NEED TO BE REMINDED THAT I'M IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE.
I HAVE A BIG HEART.

this is me, and i am not confident enough about that.

i know it's the middle of the month of may, but i've finally decided on my new year's resolutions (not necessarily in the order of importance):

1. i want to learn how to dance.
2. i want to get over the past and not let it haunt me so much.
3. i want to be so confident, in who i am and what i believe in and what i do, that there is no persuading me otherwise.
4. i want to learn to have joy, not just happiness, and to enjoy life more.
5. i want to learn to be more satisfied and content.
4. i want to learn to want God more.

there is so much out of life that i have yet to unveil; so much i have yet to taste; so many songs i have yet to dance to... and i hunger for that: i hunger for fullness of life.

i have potential.

still me. still learning.

.megan.
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