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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Everytime
Everytime I go to my parents house I am there about a total of 5 minutes before the urge to run screaming from the premsis hits me like a 10 ton lead weight.
I'm out and I dread ever even thinking I might go back. Sucked into that black hole of unhappiness. They are such unhappy people and I feel sorry for them. They work thier fucking brains out and it's gotten them nothing. They have a huge expensive house that they dont ever spend any time in, where they buy things to fill it that they take no enjoyment in. What is wrong with this picture?!? The whole mantra, work hard so you children have it better is totally respectable in some aspects, but when you kids are grown and gone.. I dunno... i just know people need to have fun and do fun things that make them happy. They are so friggin unhappy I cant stand it. I am much better off living in a trailer park playing in the grass, working at a job i like, going to school and playing in the dirt. I wish I could help them, but like i said .. they're a huge black hole that I only get sucked into again and again. I need to make sure I'm okay first, since frankly, no one is looking out for my best interests. Arg! I cant take care of them forever... i constantly matinance them and it's so frusterating.
sjakfukahfkaghkjfkjshkgjwkjebfhgkjhb there
now love peace and harmony and all that hippie bullshit
Everytime
Everytime I go to my parents house I am there about a total of 5 minutes before the urge to run screaming from the premsis hits me like a 10 ton lead weight.
I'm out and I dread ever even thinking I might go back. Sucked into that black hole of unhappiness. They are such unhappy people and I feel sorry for them. They work thier fucking brains out and it's gotten them nothing. They have a huge expensive house that they dont ever spend any time in, where they buy things to fill it that they take no enjoyment in. What is wrong with this picture?!? The whole mantra, work hard so you children have it better is totally respectable in some aspects, but when you kids are grown and gone.. I dunno... i just know people need to have fun and do fun things that make them happy. They are so friggin unhappy I cant stand it. I am much better off living in a trailer park playing in the grass, working at a job i like, going to school and playing in the dirt. I wish I could help them, but like i said .. they're a huge black hole that I only get sucked into again and again. I need to make sure I'm okay first, since frankly, no one is looking out for my best interests. Arg! I cant take care of them forever... i constantly matinance them and it's so frusterating.
sjakfukahfkaghkjfkjshkgjwkjebfhgkjhb there
now love peace and harmony and all that hippie bullshit