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I'm in an extremely blah and lonely and don't want to do anything kind of mood. I planned on coming home from work, cleaning the apartment, and then working on wedding stuff... I came home and ate dinner and watched TV and now I'm on livejournal (of all things) and listening to the Eagles.
I'm so sick of Kyle having to go out of town all the time. I just wish that I didn't have to get used to being away from him. This time it's the worst because he's gone and the day after he comes back I'm leaving for New York. :-( I know it sounds really dramatic, but what can I say?, you can really get used to seeing a person everyday and sleeping next to them every night.
Wow... Starting to think about how close the wedding is. It's really surreal. I think the craziest part of it is that I'm so completely sure of myself and the decision to get married. There is no one that I would rather spend the rest of my life with. He treats me so well. He's my best friend. I think that's one of the reasons why I hate it the most when he is gone... Wow, in less than 6 weeks I'll be able to call him my husband. I'm so happy about that. :-)
I really don't want to clean the apartment, but I suppose if I don't get up and do something now I won't end up doing anything productive for the rest of the night.
I'm so sick of Kyle having to go out of town all the time. I just wish that I didn't have to get used to being away from him. This time it's the worst because he's gone and the day after he comes back I'm leaving for New York. :-( I know it sounds really dramatic, but what can I say?, you can really get used to seeing a person everyday and sleeping next to them every night.
Wow... Starting to think about how close the wedding is. It's really surreal. I think the craziest part of it is that I'm so completely sure of myself and the decision to get married. There is no one that I would rather spend the rest of my life with. He treats me so well. He's my best friend. I think that's one of the reasons why I hate it the most when he is gone... Wow, in less than 6 weeks I'll be able to call him my husband. I'm so happy about that. :-)
I really don't want to clean the apartment, but I suppose if I don't get up and do something now I won't end up doing anything productive for the rest of the night.