25 more days
There's 25 days until my 19th birthday. and i've been doing alot of thinking..oh no, right?
Its making me think about how i was only like 14-15 when i started meeting the friends i have now that are online. Not all of them, but the ones who i still talk too. it's amazing to think it's been almost five years since I met Heather, Dana, Ressy, and that's really all i think. Least that still come online. There was this girl who I'd sit with for hours who was from australia. Her screen name was like d_smoothie24 or soemthing. Her name was like Yoko soemthing..i don't rememebr. thats sad.
I still have the stuff that heather gave me a long time ago. I still sleep with my carebear. Oh no, I'm a petifle. haha get it..PETifle...i kno its not funny.. -_- ~le sigh~
I miss heather so much, we'd chat everyday. it was so..awesome. I just hope you're doing okay. I still have your letters - memorized too. Remember being at the library and those kids throwing crayons who were plotting your death.
I guess now I don't have time for what i use to enjoy. I work. I think imma get myself into a hospital. This is what I do:
I sleep until like 4 (unless i have to be into work then its 3)
I grab a rice krisipies treat, then watch some TV or come online
then go to work.
I eat like a rice krispie for a whole day. If that.
I sleep when I can. Which isn't often.
And i work work work..nonestop.
My life sucks.
I broke up with my gf, for good. I think of this quote from South of Nowhere:
"you know, i know from the past that you're known to break hearts, maybe this girl you're with, you fear she'll break yours"
good show..imma go now..
Its making me think about how i was only like 14-15 when i started meeting the friends i have now that are online. Not all of them, but the ones who i still talk too. it's amazing to think it's been almost five years since I met Heather, Dana, Ressy, and that's really all i think. Least that still come online. There was this girl who I'd sit with for hours who was from australia. Her screen name was like d_smoothie24 or soemthing. Her name was like Yoko soemthing..i don't rememebr. thats sad.
I still have the stuff that heather gave me a long time ago. I still sleep with my carebear. Oh no, I'm a petifle. haha get it..PETifle...i kno its not funny.. -_- ~le sigh~
I miss heather so much, we'd chat everyday. it was so..awesome. I just hope you're doing okay. I still have your letters - memorized too. Remember being at the library and those kids throwing crayons who were plotting your death.
I guess now I don't have time for what i use to enjoy. I work. I think imma get myself into a hospital. This is what I do:
I sleep until like 4 (unless i have to be into work then its 3)
I grab a rice krisipies treat, then watch some TV or come online
then go to work.
I eat like a rice krispie for a whole day. If that.
I sleep when I can. Which isn't often.
And i work work work..nonestop.
My life sucks.
I broke up with my gf, for good. I think of this quote from South of Nowhere:
"you know, i know from the past that you're known to break hearts, maybe this girl you're with, you fear she'll break yours"
good show..imma go now..