i had a dream i, stood beneath an orange sky
I love when my best friends talk about their excitement and happiness when they move far far away to college. It makes me really happy. Since i am so smart and i most likely didnt get accepted to the school they are going to, i get to go somewhere else and they get to become best best best buddies for life while i stay here and die. lol, exagerating.. maybe, a little. Before when they would talk about it i just would always change the subject and try not to think about it, but now that they have a house and it is basically like 3 months away im getting really sad about it. and i wish they just wouldnt talk about it in front of me, ever. They are moving 7 hours away when im used to seeing them everyday for 8 years. This is really harder then i thought and its not even here yet. :(