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ahhhhhhhh... WHATS UP ... im just sitting online and i should be sleeping but i can't fall asleep right now i dunno why. Anyways how are we all doing? Today Chrissy came to CATS to be "trial training" and i hope she works there cuz that would be pretty cool. And Karen should come there too. Hell EVERYONE COME. lol whatever.
Sometimes i hate feeling like im trying hard to be some ones friend. Ive made up my mind, if he wants to be friends and hang out and not only call me cuz someone else tells him too. then he can, but im fucking tired of worrying about it. It makes me mad. And upset. Cuz i would honestly call this person my best guy friend. and he doesnt feel the same i guess, or atleast doesnt act like it. Im just not important i guess. Not on the top of anybodies list anymore i guess. Whatever.maybe im making this something that its not but... i love him to death and i know he will never read this but i wanted to say it anyway. and i would do anything in the world for him, even if he wouldnt for me. the end.
Sorry thats just been something on my mind for ever. and even though i wrote it that person will never read it but thats okay. lol anyways
i just want everyone to know i miss them so much and this weekend we are all hanging out no matter what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh i miss u!
i love u
<3
meghan
Sometimes i hate feeling like im trying hard to be some ones friend. Ive made up my mind, if he wants to be friends and hang out and not only call me cuz someone else tells him too. then he can, but im fucking tired of worrying about it. It makes me mad. And upset. Cuz i would honestly call this person my best guy friend. and he doesnt feel the same i guess, or atleast doesnt act like it. Im just not important i guess. Not on the top of anybodies list anymore i guess. Whatever.maybe im making this something that its not but... i love him to death and i know he will never read this but i wanted to say it anyway. and i would do anything in the world for him, even if he wouldnt for me. the end.
Sorry thats just been something on my mind for ever. and even though i wrote it that person will never read it but thats okay. lol anyways
i just want everyone to know i miss them so much and this weekend we are all hanging out no matter what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh i miss u!
i love u
<3
meghan